I have been called a lot of things by a lot of people. I have been called crazy and insane.

It hurts so much more coming from someone like you.

I'm questioning it still.

Maybe I am. I guess it would make sense.

Maybe all the things I want and think and do are all because I am insane.

Normal people don't push the issue on things like I do. They don't get mad when they don't get punished for doing something they know they shouldn't have done in the first place. They can "just drop it", or "just forget about it". I can't.

And I did want to crawl in your lap and have you tell me again that everything was ok.

But you didn't.

So it's not.